Holding a Secret

Carrying possibility
ex-communication
knowing better
killing within
now free
burden leaves
changing colors
pity, anger, compassion
denying center
embrace a reality
and carry the tie
the world on shoulders
romance will never exit this heart
exponentially risen count on fingers
all reasons to hate self
nullified-villified motives
jealousy meet the chicken
pursuit in relentless mania
merciless
hand callous
chop wood
winter approaches