Thursday, July 29, 2010

Maintenance of Fake Pond Side Weeds



Each end an explaination
for such a simple of truths
each end a dead delusion
occlusion of tender affection
set loose like dust eluding
sudden conclusion.


Protection of pockets of lusts
simple sanitary solution
in backwash
stand offs


Callous attention
stone hardened complexion
free in the expression
of necessary situations
a maturation
of hardening emotions
sudden erotic kisses
involuntary smiles


The lace of this existence
unwound the boot and face
glowing red in sun skin
from cometic gestures
for cosmetic scriptures
masking tape an a queen's
erecting of emotion
to fulfill a fallic longing
ending in long-suffering
beyond contact of time and space

Sour sins payed for by self
guilt and loathing
nails cut
to save for blood
in this hood
only one is good
and this love
that went down
this exposure
in plain town
village
kept secret
therapist confidence
that this tongue does mist
falling tears
like cloudless skies
esoteric rememberances
listed
centered
herd
kept clear

And this courage pulls up the flaps
to slow down the barefoot slaps
and dreaded red marks
weight on ass bearing bending
eye of needle gulp the camel
hold law to law
and saying to saying
as sown fallen where they may
enter where they change into degree
not condemnation angry
of holy glory separate sift
for no man hated
only facade

this little tender love
growing in leaps and unbound
unknown the destination or outcome
jealous fits and panic come
take back the word said
getting there no matter the drag
of the antigravital like way so sad
a friend may fly away unexplained
and the darkest explaination takes hold
used battered molestation of soul
and so many are here just beyond reach
everyone is not individuals said
loved and lonely unpenetrable spellings
hardened calloused sharp toothed clawed
for the future of all souls
fantastical
or yours alone.