Remnants of a Voice

Fear for my wakeful eyes
it's not paint that's my desguise
it's the heart that digs and tries
to tie all the banners of power


and in the hour
where the masks melt
what is this guilt one had felt
to carry one for more than lust
for greed and holy bowers
on to forgiveness
and strong wind long suffering


meandering this thought
an art unpredictable to cure
fool for for sure
for in compositions of rememberance
winning war and race dances
kill the ants and make it rain


extinct suffering man never knows
cause pain itself he thinks the cure
so where does she go? 


Fear full my deep set eyes
knowing only one to speak
and times no rememberance
the flesh she makes weak
for longing always unity
with her body


and these ties random nexts
texts to study to forget
application
adoration of intelect
inseparable castle drink the cup


windy and excessive one line has become
run
death does make its way
in moments of alluring pain
and done once again
no gain
run
push the wind to repeat
air and word
no seats left upon my eyes
all have seen
dream.

Extremities of Loneliness

Worries
that are artless
sole words


kneel down as water rushes overhead
keeping company
and the sounds are imaginative


cleaning
although polluted
flashes of emotion
dreams saying


what is heard
in distances past and future
achieve the impossible


walking away
pockets empty
over and over
again and again
now and never
again again soon


lost
outside of the city
the fire consumes
and the angel finds pleasure
suffering


a companion follows me
and it is nothing
but sounds and sights
of a welcomed prison
eeking out
daily writings
lost


once again this inadequate
too morose toast
to solitary attempts
at explaining the extremites of loneliness.

Mythical Origins

Hearts of letters
oceans of words
prehistorical waters
converge

where falls sound similar
snowy white channels
secret handle
last drops of candles

in a small shallow breath
enflamed dances
enhances
what light is left

that a soon flood
of what anyone does say
floats in foam
above known headstrong
definitions of dread

and could this be the conclusion of language
where what is spoken
composition of not in head
but letters in heart
unconscious seas instead.

More Drainage

Throwing old logs into the pit
water nothing burns
out efficiency
and the speed of mistaken
identity

More hours creeping
soon more and more drainage
green floating on tension
look back empty trailer
full of diapers

and the mystery deepens
although missed is attentiveness
crowned leader
and self appointed fool
bottom of drainage pit
detritus
and grey hair covered by black sweatshirt

oh the riddle's pure
and the words are rolling
falling away at toe cracked
seas of unconscious talk
moved along like diamond pace
sparkle

drain

Distracted and Dumbfounded

No new thoughts
but flush with ideas
just like expensive paper grapes

What have you brought
to the table
just moldy wooden horses
in darkness I have traced

Behave they say
in ritual written
tendrils chicken body head cutoff

For a little bit of
wine
forthright approximately
fully mine
had better be looked after
cause slowly was dies

and being in a boat
overboard
undrown
'cuz
exemplar
just not very navigatable
passionate uncompromisable
and wrapped in prion sacs
culled like weeds
they drown
the teachers of lawn mowers
toxic crystal clear water

And
what is this newborn hope
gestations bridge from pasts
and futures to cope
unspoken unwritten
enigmatic beyond imagination
romantic to a cliche
just floating ideas
no new thoughts
crossword puzzle
waching the chicken's body slowly die
until the day no tear
but trouble everywhere
in still life rotting wood.

Narcissus & Echo (the perfect complement)

Ah beautiful bliss
bliss
look at the wonderful water nymph
nymph
certainly she longs for me
for me
so I will wait
will wait
that looks like me
like me
such a beautiful voice does she
does she
silly girl must not be me
be me
she jests and jokes unlike me
like me
yes yes I love you so
you so
let me calm the water for you my love
my love
yes
yes
I will wait here for you my love
my love
yes
yes
sweet safety and bliss
bliss
here at this waters edge I see
I see
I will wait
will wait
I know your there I see you
see you
you are so beautiful I will never look up
look up
no my eyes will never leave you
leave you
no never go
never go
no
no
love you
love you
yes
yes
we will sooth each other
each other
my beautiful one
full one
love you
love you
forever
forever

Hungry for Life

Once I saw a lonley deer
reach the top of the hill
to give out her attention
if the herd was there
I sat in silence
watching the event
reminiscent of the reason
I beheld
her slowly drift away
back to the shadows
never aware
I was there

Once I saw the herd
during daylight
I alone
disrupted them
that is how I saw
slowly they moved out of my way
from quite a distance
me being me
I let out a scream
like a mountain lion
they picked up the pace
and then again I roared
and began to run
their trot turned to gallup
then I turned on the charm
played the role
coyote stole
and gave a growl
like in primal days
and then I saw it

no longer did the deer
see a headlight
or a car
they saw not the grave stones
or the paved roads
they were running for their lives
an Eartly fright
high cholesterol
pumping fight
I saw it
I the lion let out a laugh
and the dread came over my eyes
I let out another scream
as they dissapeared
in the wood
yes this was life
yes this will be life
but now bound
in daily preponderance
of ticks
clocks punching swiping
heart pumping

A Short Indeterminancy

Panic and paw law pele
a little bitty boy
weeping for past
looking at projections
in?

to conjure up apologies
to say to those hurt
but the time is not right
learing how much I know
and what is kept at distances

snails and silver
sold behold
never leave
a short indeterminancy
love what one has
so it is said

and these twists
these turns no one can forsee
known
barely
focus negativity at the shadow on the wall
leave the lone cave behold the sun
still indeterminant
apology
keep him real.

A New Philosophy

See Saw Nihilism
what a concept
like one of those raliroad pump thingies

Faith and Nothing
see sawing through baby
land cutting
retract and retrace
in the drainage pit leaving a tear
not so shitty

See Saw Nihilism
dual nature
ruthless and unpredictable

Boundless

Forgiven the tears on the carpet have dried
the concern of the feline has passed
the mourning of the hour
is boundless

on the list
don't expect
here
now known

lies are real even unconscious
but boundless is this ride
amused
knowing who gets me through

boundless network
a trampoline
please
beg don't run
now knowing
time

Ruthless

Who can catch me
who can stop me
an arrangement long ago
in the spirit tempts me
and I will take


Ruthless is this world
and I store up my anger
released it will be
one way or another


the navigation tools fail me
and history no longer haunts me
and when it comes you will hear me
this baby's land is mine
lay to waste who is here
with my free will




I am not nothing
I am more than this
than what you see
no one can stop me
no one can catch me

may this moment live
and hear the voice from the middle
echoing through out the mountain