Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Lion Tamer

Circus in session
look the spectacle
dropped chair
lost whip
but the lions jaws will tear
cover loins for domestication
cowboy reign over soon
and who are they
who remove
posted
sign?

Monday, September 21, 2009

Tried On

Whispered into the changing room
glistening diamond heart
slow removal
sword
nailed
sponge offered drugged
why have you forsaken me?

a few days absent
body missing
resurrection wound apparent
mind opened to truth
used flesh
DON'T FIT
Giants Roam
Shadow Men
Prophecy
Fulfilled
Shallow Snow
Midday
Opposes
Free Will
Children Forever
Ahab
Peg Leg
Stern
Here
Watch
Tobacco Burn
Gaurantee
Sorry
Apology
Many Words Left
Shhhhhhh

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Daily Shadow Healing

Daily
the local Medicine Man
calls me to the shadows
to weep and moan this moon

there he prepares fires
to cauterize my wound

with chants to the effect:

see no more
in everything the cause of your woe
four walls have been thrown up
and there is no way to know
bring the body to the pyre
burn her-- she is dead.

Think in fondness of memories
listen for the voice
ponder an unfilled cup
and filled at the crow's caw
small nests in crevices
hadn't always been seen
hatred anger jealousy
small emotions
fluttering
burnt in fire

as I flail and flip
in convulsions
he holds the red stick firm

that glows searing flesh
Over Man!
he says-
hate your love no more
see! everywhere
the darkness pass

and as I reach to take a sip
it overflows upon my lips

to quench my thirst it drips
down my arms in rivers
upon my hands like words
trickle down my beard

this drink is cool but absurd
to never see green light again
I laugh at Alice everywhere
and calm her death from here
I contemplate resurrection simple
affectionate memories
jealousy could not kill

as I leave some tobacco
for the Shaman who heals
I walk away
and he flaps away
like bats on my heels
saying:

Over Man remember
just a man
Beware the eve
woman is woman
see them everywhere!
savor them
in every flavor
in every season
but Love the dead

cause they bury each other
and he laughs again
coinciding with my own