Here The First is the Latest

and last is The First

The Most Stubborn

You are the most stubborn of the lot.
Flawless you are a witness to flawlessness.
Here is where the gates stand.
Have no regret because this is what you've seen.
If you seek a vision through all time
you will be brought to me and there will be a translator.
Because in all of time and all of space
it's all the same and
I am the most stubborn of the lot!

Badumbum Cave

Vibes from a tortured Earth
speak to a tormeted soul
on the water from Badumbum Cave.

As if a therapist
this voice exists
it is errorless
in its innocence
and in its truth
it knows it's limits.

Sounds of impetus
pushing for her promised land
and children out of hand
not giving a damn
just rewards.

Under rugs
bribes and payoffs
rainbows
old flowers.

I will respond to Badumbum Cave
and on that day
it will listen as attentively
and as lovingly as one dying saying:
"I have secretly admired you all these years
I wish I had made choices you have
now I die."
I will say:
"Good Buy!"

Prophet's Lot

Time's hypotenuse is a watery stream
where in several dimentions it will be crossed
and the right angle exists above seeing all


and observing this is the lowly one
and the one above even the all of all


(can you hear his laugh?~ he loves you all!)

No More Windows

Please don't follow me to the depths
that will pull me along deeper
please don't encourage this philosophy
it is meant for the lonely

when there is someone
rivaling in intellectual ability
in abstractional utility
it is easy to be swept away

especially
one so beautiful

so don't follow me
I will drag us down
I will try to escape
let the experience pass

yes but it is so hard to find
something other than puddles
muddy opaque puddles
where rubber tires pass through
untouched

just please don't follow me
this burden is meant to be lonley
which is why accompaniment
can be a natural disater
itching an insect bite
don't encourage me
or you will be drug down
to depths unbelievable
and I must carry for a time
this pain must go on
till there are no more windows.

Just for You

This one's for you
and especially you
no you're not vain
in fact I bet you really don't believe
this one is about you
in fact I challenge you
you are the opposite of vain

what has it said
this is a footstool
a playground
it is mere carcass
womb
and why?

Because its for you
and you are vain
this I have told you
and you believed it
until you realized who's first
this is especially for you

enter my presence ones with doubt
and I will wipe you out
there is nothing else

this is also what the enemy said
but it is subordinant
and to serve your will

this is for you
and only you
Alpha
big shot
doubt

enter before me
and I will wipe it out
what was completed in secrecy
in the middle
comes before
conception
and after birth
just a glove

especially for you
I'll prove it
I am the brandless knockoff
that the superior children made fun of
the vipers which I am the father of
I am the highest
in the lowest
follow?

That is what I do
and this is especially for you
hide in me
chain of heirarchy
I burn the impossible
cause it truly is
I burn doubt
I even burn the most holy percieved
because I have no doubt
mine is better
and it is epecially for you
come see it I would like to hang out
with equals
that I made
no doubt.

Advanced Jo

Yesterday it past a test
this is the farthest I've gotten
I slept with the Jo last night
and the repair job was incomplete
and it stuck to my sheet
but dried and ready
for more tests
still nameless
and brandless
will it make it
and recieve its mark?

The Throne of Light is Darkness

Thats what it says
but not what it means
made in the image of me
written by my hand
orbits within orbits
fractal topology:
smile, cry, get angry
cuz despite varying effort
at the end of the day
you are just like me.

What is Your Rank in this Political System?

You see in my Omega state
I need to feel significant and be great
and this exists in impossibility
imaginatively
but still reality
if only an eddy
so it becomes greater than great
a wonder of wonder
the Alpha state.

The Living World (complete forbidden version)

Why should we poke our heads out?

Why should we cry?
for power and resources
for struggle and survival

Why should contentment laugh silently
at ambition and waste?

each time confined to unconscious reactions
when it matters instinct takes hold

Why should we stumble over judgement?
Why should we follow their lead?

such an infinite place
why stay in culture
when only one life?
________________________

I know who you are
bright morning star
consealer of truth
revealor of holiness
hidden in dawn
dying in dusk
connected by no other
than primate lust.

Chastity

Levity
there is a missing sink
and love biodegradable
the shelf life stinks
what a view.

Brevity
quick meal and an ironic state
birthday cards
and plastic plates
toxic gifts
an a laughing blubbering fool saying:

First a woman having everthing
and taking more than she should
then a woman having relatively nothing
takes nothing cause she can't.

What do you want?
a rock and roll band
no you don't.

What do you want?
my poetry published
no you don't

What do you want?
you
no you don't.

Now were talking
why do you speak through a bush?
. . . (no answer)
as footsteps fall away
I say: Why do you talk to a bush?
now were talking.

The King of scar chasm
invites the devil with outstretched hand
and calls forth legion to rise from fallen swine
and casts forth performance in prayer
and goods from behind fence hidden
and masked with bark divided by a fence
and life threatened
The King commanded to do what is already being done
where are your things?
the cartoon asks at the pearly gates
but he says to me I believe at this time
Where are your prayers?

You will not remember the blood from the streets
you will not remember the rainbow water
shame for you wishing to die
when its time to eat the feast of the beast
who is wrestled to the ground
by a child avoiding important business
gets the crutch from the cold and burns dead offerings
and its throat slit for the blood to sanctify the polluted earth
as fire spews forth purely in spirit
devouring the hollow past
creating what created it
giving life to what is ghast
swim.

As I reach out to swat in superiority
I retract out of pity
and this is balance
complexity
fattened in the middle
I teach the only soul listening.

You You You You and You
I own this land
and I will take it from each of you
simply by cutting your power
and you all will be no longer
shadows of the eddy son.

She had everthing
and took more from me
she has her nothing
and won't accept my hand
this is Irony
hug a tree
listen to me.

Gravity
assume the position
I would run from thee
but buttress time
to collapse the temple for thee
but me
I am cold in a kite
a dragon in a child
and separate you did from me
just as I asked of thee
giving me a hard time
indecisive
not really
babe philosophy:
the farther you go
the lesser you see
don't get me
balance sliding on a tree
muddy
I will sue the placer of the rock
cause I hold the copyrights of me and thee
and this place that supposedly
created
see.

Insanity
lovely
unimpressive
just
simple . . .

Council of the Nothernmost

I wish I was wrong-
but that would just complete me-
but it wouldn't save me.
So I had a little talk and I am right.
So I win no matter.

Partial Faith Protects Mankind

Faith is held from me
for I am just a man
and for me to feel just
this Earth would be destroyed
a toy
stool

Faith is held from me
by self so great
that this anger satiates
and forgiveness
is hidden

Faith is held from me
because my vengeance
is ugly
and my birthright egnored
step forward
melted wax
like a dead stump
broken open
harmless ants scatter
carrying their eggs
their marriages
and their children's marriages
flood of flame

My faith at an hour
where life overcomes
and fallen is the facade
spirits fight because they've seen in my eyes
a conquered world their weakness could not overcome
come my full granted faith is not far off
stomachs growl.

The Dreaded Lion

The afro seed
tall in untouched
short in mowed
a spreader nonetheless
vitamin A

The dreaded dandelion
seeds matted together
roots deep
jonesing for release
but the lawns are home

hear the buzz
weed the leaf
the dreaded dandy lion
skipping pleasing
harvesting
kicking
may gall
guts and integrity
weed the weedidicity.

The dreaded dandelion's seed
spread in wind
or children playing with wishes
happily
may the head pop off of the ranker
and weedlike children
crawl out
spreading
twisting
mythology
to perfection.

Now cut out the lazy humanity.

Moonlight Bleach

Where the rocks are so old
they are bleached by moonlight
where the rocks are so old
this is no longer believed
where the rocks are so old
they are melted and shattered
fermented and battered
where the rocks are so old
they refrain from these sayings
and have heard every rhythm
the waters display
where the rocks are so old
they've forgotten to remember
the science and knowledge
where the rocks are so old
baby land is not home
where the rocks are so old
they have fogotten what's gold
they have listened to war
carriage and horse
drums and jackhammers
rusted metal
poisonous flows
where the rocks are so old.

Her Blurred Last Words

This is the time
it slowly slips away
the guardian toad
keeping me company
on cold hard road.

A fourth dimensional
distraction killing
talking to amphibians
theraputic evolution
mitigation
as they pass on by
dead to the intent
of a child's eye.

The chords
he whispers and picks
yeilding the superior voice
unshackeled choice
box churning
windy music.

Talking- chat
company- brat
maintenance of a rocky time
jump the curb my friend
I cannot not help
it's survival of the fittest
relative the the buzzing tires
my flesh is inviting
keeping me distracted
come on buddy
wear warts carried
see haven's grass
moist due
ephemeral long lost knowledge
just some moments of freedom from road
remember the time ship projections
I Love You.

Wormhole Virus Sayings

One line jokes
creativity chosen
fear for friendliness
social ties woven
cloven

tongue split haven
raise sense for sayings
a dozen jovial expressions
depression weighing
heavy

and this rhythm coming on back
mind slung sling dumbfounded slack
black emotions giving reasons
no fine line in changing seasons
dreary leaky misty treason
growing old dulled senses the reason
hack

reiterate
copy paste
spreading viruses
and teachings heathen

and what is this slowed to haltless saying
mind on knees and tearless praying
forgetting water rushing
social error blushing
and a hand takes hold
to pull her close
and take what she wanted from warnings
abhoring all loving emotion
pain inflicted
hooked inflection
infestation
of poetless sayings pure.

Impianto

Impianto
di morire per la sopravvivenza supremo
per sempre
dolore delle caratteristiche ~
uccidono le curve
dell'impianto.

Soul Day

Secret white noise
Prayer behind doors
imperceptible
herd grazing
all sprawled out
finger tip oxytocin
timed traveled
segmented
correlated

cell phones
reaper village
small random
words
there is no need 
mist right away
edge of grass
code crass
base vase
impressing
ghast
hallowed eve.

OKay

Legitimate intellegence
simple arrogance
hidden in fancy lettering
feeling ok.

Down dumbing
mind numbing
quiet loving
reaction;

carry iron beyond
hand held carrion
drown in stones
best just
ok.

Stretch definitions
mind projections
fault caught reality
incarceration
dedoctrination
immolation.

Several touches
embrace chains
shackles of fingers
heart beats.

It's ok
action word thought
here is now
pain somehow
justification sought
stay.

Have to go
chilly in snow
low down degrading ego
grated in world alone
when power leaks
in water streams
freaks freaks freaks
diligent dreams
geeks.

Ok now this outlasts
the silence of snow
the beat skipping heart
the laughter
the whore
the I bar
made for the home
alone
it's ok now
carry on
life is done
rot in love.