Get Off that Rocking Horse and Come to Dinner!

Come along with me
woe, woe, woe
this horse is not stopping
squeaking back and forth
metal springs amplify
this boy is angry
and life is short
he screams on his lungs top
all this is fun
Come along with me
this land is done
woe, woe, woe
this horse ain't stoppin'
I think it's my daiedy

oops, did I spill that wrong
out like blood the guts of ancient history
so many beauitful flowers
Come

my love you have chosen fantasy
don't make me pull rank
reaping what I've sown
he did it it wasn't little old me
blame the angel
on horse with sickle screaming
what you see is a mock up
dribbled down through history
importance placed on his return
theivery

whoops breath the smog
catch the fire
bullets for my degree
stress this enough
all is for fun
I have destroyed dreams
and cities and worlds
beyond what these men
try to accomplish
come

squeaking like a boulder of rhythm
pulsing to penetrate
to implant love
don't make me pull rank
I am angry
woe, woe, woe
this horse is not stopping
is right hand sitting
actively storing treasures
beyond human measuring
and belly laughter
when ashes to ashes
and kings have seen
the hallway trodden down
a mere child making mighty men fall before his feet
dread
my love you have chosen fantasy
and made me me
wonder all you can
your worlds are vainity
this is the judgment
now live to eternity
torture us now if you can
this rocking horse
are you a fan?

The desolation of reality
but given glory beyond humanity
the spark coming round
before as he concieved
poke your head out
don't drown in the sea
keep your balance mighty men
whoops
laughter
die in harm again and again
you are coming with me
for look behold
I live again
and children I am ANGRY.

Plea Bargain

She falls in her knees
and weeps for her equality
sayin':
"I had not asked for this-
take it away from me."

And wisdom reply:
"This is the gift I had given
it cannot be refused
for it is sodden
solid and hewn from diamond."

And she begs for mercy
still and this knowledge to be forgotten
and her master had said things
that don't sit well with her
bitter in her stomach
so sweet on his lips.

Stand in equality
for he battles with you
and you cannot weaken him
for in a place hard to reach he sits
and you know his name
kiss the son
his anger flares.

His jealousy is like a thousand stars exploding
and his voice washes away hundres of thousands of armies
and their false imaginings against him
solid he is and in compromising him
he falls back to positions
that wipe out even the perfect one
for he is judge
and can endure all things
he is good.

So she begs
in fantasy singing
imagining he lost his battle
but in that place
the torment rises
in joyous knowledge never to be surpassed
begging for grace already attained
and continuoslty she hears a voice say
"come with me
for for eternity already have you been."

The Secret Story of Branded Identity

Tell me once again the story
please reiterate who I am
refrain from restraint
give due to what is glory

crawl upon these rocks
join the chorus
of these dead unconscious machines
perpetuating imperfection
and filth
see smoothness out in time
robot

start near silence
then crescendo
and melt existence
clean to ash
screaming during a feverish
broken water running
carving out the side of mountain
tell me the story once

idealy does a man
only see his father once?

All these final days
of this offspring's life
tell me the story
reiterate and rebuild
around the untouchable center
once more tell me
who I am.

Mythical Agenda

Myth mathematically sound
misdirections
worm hole bound
all which lies
to choose to think
to be false dawns
death hugging me

all seen
intelligence quotient
black and white history
darkness treatise
all for a buck
carcass rotting pure
stinking to high heaven
cliche

A bone to pick
in feathered headress
falsity and agenda list
all what is wrong I believe
burnt to hell
cast down
stolen the grace
for birthright and breath
choice

Science cold long and hard
cock fight thick and hot
breath urinate smear feces on face
this is my land

All wrong
myths for forgotten life
one by one
individual
proven to be what it wills
who will go
who will see
none of you before me

Cursed politics
calendars by blood and sweat
toil proven wrong
proven

this belief has stood
and nothing does break
for all is wrong in its sight
in its singleness
it is right

vindication when proof of impossible
hate believes nothing
and love
for each one lives life
to do whats been done
trimmings and glitter
all wrong
meal feast
belief fast held
only one horse
spirals around that which kills time and space
born in carcass
raised indefinite
One Life.

Here The First is the Latest

and last is The First

The Most Stubborn

You are the most stubborn of the lot.
Flawless you are a witness to flawlessness.
Here is where the gates stand.
Have no regret because this is what you've seen.
If you seek a vision through all time
you will be brought to me and there will be a translator.
Because in all of time and all of space
it's all the same and
I am the most stubborn of the lot!

Badumbum Cave

Vibes from a tortured Earth
speak to a tormeted soul
on the water from Badumbum Cave.

As if a therapist
this voice exists
it is errorless
in its innocence
and in its truth
it knows it's limits.

Sounds of impetus
pushing for her promised land
and children out of hand
not giving a damn
just rewards.

Under rugs
bribes and payoffs
rainbows
old flowers.

I will respond to Badumbum Cave
and on that day
it will listen as attentively
and as lovingly as one dying saying:
"I have secretly admired you all these years
I wish I had made choices you have
now I die."
I will say:
"Good Buy!"

Prophet's Lot

Time's hypotenuse is a watery stream
where in several dimentions it will be crossed
and the right angle exists above seeing all


and observing this is the lowly one
and the one above even the all of all


(can you hear his laugh?~ he loves you all!)

No More Windows

Please don't follow me to the depths
that will pull me along deeper
please don't encourage this philosophy
it is meant for the lonely

when there is someone
rivaling in intellectual ability
in abstractional utility
it is easy to be swept away

especially
one so beautiful

so don't follow me
I will drag us down
I will try to escape
let the experience pass

yes but it is so hard to find
something other than puddles
muddy opaque puddles
where rubber tires pass through
untouched

just please don't follow me
this burden is meant to be lonley
which is why accompaniment
can be a natural disater
itching an insect bite
don't encourage me
or you will be drug down
to depths unbelievable
and I must carry for a time
this pain must go on
till there are no more windows.

Just for You

This one's for you
and especially you
no you're not vain
in fact I bet you really don't believe
this one is about you
in fact I challenge you
you are the opposite of vain

what has it said
this is a footstool
a playground
it is mere carcass
womb
and why?

Because its for you
and you are vain
this I have told you
and you believed it
until you realized who's first
this is especially for you

enter my presence ones with doubt
and I will wipe you out
there is nothing else

this is also what the enemy said
but it is subordinant
and to serve your will

this is for you
and only you
Alpha
big shot
doubt

enter before me
and I will wipe it out
what was completed in secrecy
in the middle
comes before
conception
and after birth
just a glove

especially for you
I'll prove it
I am the brandless knockoff
that the superior children made fun of
the vipers which I am the father of
I am the highest
in the lowest
follow?

That is what I do
and this is especially for you
hide in me
chain of heirarchy
I burn the impossible
cause it truly is
I burn doubt
I even burn the most holy percieved
because I have no doubt
mine is better
and it is epecially for you
come see it I would like to hang out
with equals
that I made
no doubt.

Advanced Jo

Yesterday it past a test
this is the farthest I've gotten
I slept with the Jo last night
and the repair job was incomplete
and it stuck to my sheet
but dried and ready
for more tests
still nameless
and brandless
will it make it
and recieve its mark?

The Throne of Light is Darkness

Thats what it says
but not what it means
made in the image of me
written by my hand
orbits within orbits
fractal topology:
smile, cry, get angry
cuz despite varying effort
at the end of the day
you are just like me.

What is Your Rank in this Political System?

You see in my Omega state
I need to feel significant and be great
and this exists in impossibility
imaginatively
but still reality
if only an eddy
so it becomes greater than great
a wonder of wonder
the Alpha state.

The Living World (complete forbidden version)

Why should we poke our heads out?

Why should we cry?
for power and resources
for struggle and survival

Why should contentment laugh silently
at ambition and waste?

each time confined to unconscious reactions
when it matters instinct takes hold

Why should we stumble over judgement?
Why should we follow their lead?

such an infinite place
why stay in culture
when only one life?
________________________

I know who you are
bright morning star
consealer of truth
revealor of holiness
hidden in dawn
dying in dusk
connected by no other
than primate lust.

Chastity

Levity
there is a missing sink
and love biodegradable
the shelf life stinks
what a view.

Brevity
quick meal and an ironic state
birthday cards
and plastic plates
toxic gifts
an a laughing blubbering fool saying:

First a woman having everthing
and taking more than she should
then a woman having relatively nothing
takes nothing cause she can't.

What do you want?
a rock and roll band
no you don't.

What do you want?
my poetry published
no you don't

What do you want?
you
no you don't.

Now were talking
why do you speak through a bush?
. . . (no answer)
as footsteps fall away
I say: Why do you talk to a bush?
now were talking.

The King of scar chasm
invites the devil with outstretched hand
and calls forth legion to rise from fallen swine
and casts forth performance in prayer
and goods from behind fence hidden
and masked with bark divided by a fence
and life threatened
The King commanded to do what is already being done
where are your things?
the cartoon asks at the pearly gates
but he says to me I believe at this time
Where are your prayers?

You will not remember the blood from the streets
you will not remember the rainbow water
shame for you wishing to die
when its time to eat the feast of the beast
who is wrestled to the ground
by a child avoiding important business
gets the crutch from the cold and burns dead offerings
and its throat slit for the blood to sanctify the polluted earth
as fire spews forth purely in spirit
devouring the hollow past
creating what created it
giving life to what is ghast
swim.

As I reach out to swat in superiority
I retract out of pity
and this is balance
complexity
fattened in the middle
I teach the only soul listening.

You You You You and You
I own this land
and I will take it from each of you
simply by cutting your power
and you all will be no longer
shadows of the eddy son.

She had everthing
and took more from me
she has her nothing
and won't accept my hand
this is Irony
hug a tree
listen to me.

Gravity
assume the position
I would run from thee
but buttress time
to collapse the temple for thee
but me
I am cold in a kite
a dragon in a child
and separate you did from me
just as I asked of thee
giving me a hard time
indecisive
not really
babe philosophy:
the farther you go
the lesser you see
don't get me
balance sliding on a tree
muddy
I will sue the placer of the rock
cause I hold the copyrights of me and thee
and this place that supposedly
created
see.

Insanity
lovely
unimpressive
just
simple . . .

Council of the Nothernmost

I wish I was wrong-
but that would just complete me-
but it wouldn't save me.
So I had a little talk and I am right.
So I win no matter.

Partial Faith Protects Mankind

Faith is held from me
for I am just a man
and for me to feel just
this Earth would be destroyed
a toy
stool

Faith is held from me
by self so great
that this anger satiates
and forgiveness
is hidden

Faith is held from me
because my vengeance
is ugly
and my birthright egnored
step forward
melted wax
like a dead stump
broken open
harmless ants scatter
carrying their eggs
their marriages
and their children's marriages
flood of flame

My faith at an hour
where life overcomes
and fallen is the facade
spirits fight because they've seen in my eyes
a conquered world their weakness could not overcome
come my full granted faith is not far off
stomachs growl.

The Dreaded Lion

The afro seed
tall in untouched
short in mowed
a spreader nonetheless
vitamin A

The dreaded dandelion
seeds matted together
roots deep
jonesing for release
but the lawns are home

hear the buzz
weed the leaf
the dreaded dandy lion
skipping pleasing
harvesting
kicking
may gall
guts and integrity
weed the weedidicity.

The dreaded dandelion's seed
spread in wind
or children playing with wishes
happily
may the head pop off of the ranker
and weedlike children
crawl out
spreading
twisting
mythology
to perfection.

Now cut out the lazy humanity.

Moonlight Bleach

Where the rocks are so old
they are bleached by moonlight
where the rocks are so old
this is no longer believed
where the rocks are so old
they are melted and shattered
fermented and battered
where the rocks are so old
they refrain from these sayings
and have heard every rhythm
the waters display
where the rocks are so old
they've forgotten to remember
the science and knowledge
where the rocks are so old
baby land is not home
where the rocks are so old
they have fogotten what's gold
they have listened to war
carriage and horse
drums and jackhammers
rusted metal
poisonous flows
where the rocks are so old.

Her Blurred Last Words

This is the time
it slowly slips away
the guardian toad
keeping me company
on cold hard road.

A fourth dimensional
distraction killing
talking to amphibians
theraputic evolution
mitigation
as they pass on by
dead to the intent
of a child's eye.

The chords
he whispers and picks
yeilding the superior voice
unshackeled choice
box churning
windy music.

Talking- chat
company- brat
maintenance of a rocky time
jump the curb my friend
I cannot not help
it's survival of the fittest
relative the the buzzing tires
my flesh is inviting
keeping me distracted
come on buddy
wear warts carried
see haven's grass
moist due
ephemeral long lost knowledge
just some moments of freedom from road
remember the time ship projections
I Love You.

Wormhole Virus Sayings

One line jokes
creativity chosen
fear for friendliness
social ties woven
cloven

tongue split haven
raise sense for sayings
a dozen jovial expressions
depression weighing
heavy

and this rhythm coming on back
mind slung sling dumbfounded slack
black emotions giving reasons
no fine line in changing seasons
dreary leaky misty treason
growing old dulled senses the reason
hack

reiterate
copy paste
spreading viruses
and teachings heathen

and what is this slowed to haltless saying
mind on knees and tearless praying
forgetting water rushing
social error blushing
and a hand takes hold
to pull her close
and take what she wanted from warnings
abhoring all loving emotion
pain inflicted
hooked inflection
infestation
of poetless sayings pure.

Impianto

Impianto
di morire per la sopravvivenza supremo
per sempre
dolore delle caratteristiche ~
uccidono le curve
dell'impianto.

Soul Day

Secret white noise
Prayer behind doors
imperceptible
herd grazing
all sprawled out
finger tip oxytocin
timed traveled
segmented
correlated

cell phones
reaper village
small random
words
there is no need 
mist right away
edge of grass
code crass
base vase
impressing
ghast
hallowed eve.

OKay

Legitimate intellegence
simple arrogance
hidden in fancy lettering
feeling ok.

Down dumbing
mind numbing
quiet loving
reaction;

carry iron beyond
hand held carrion
drown in stones
best just
ok.

Stretch definitions
mind projections
fault caught reality
incarceration
dedoctrination
immolation.

Several touches
embrace chains
shackles of fingers
heart beats.

It's ok
action word thought
here is now
pain somehow
justification sought
stay.

Have to go
chilly in snow
low down degrading ego
grated in world alone
when power leaks
in water streams
freaks freaks freaks
diligent dreams
geeks.

Ok now this outlasts
the silence of snow
the beat skipping heart
the laughter
the whore
the I bar
made for the home
alone
it's ok now
carry on
life is done
rot in love.

A Stark Cold Hotel Room

There is a melted hole in my pack
from a fire one day
and I blamed
but denied
fault

so sweet
I'll sew this hole
to keep the rain out
but the one in my heart
is a voracious singularity devouring everything

even healed as much as I'd hoped
and the blame is the same
so sweet
so smart
any other way there would be no plumes
on either end to view
so no blame falls
on edge of horizon
dancing
barefoot
the heal of heals
and in the midst of overwhelming happines
the predator strikes
come back to life
death at the falls
and one gone over

Punched the heart
now beat forevermore.

The Next I Must Meet

After so many years
the dreams are still real
a curse with what I feel
my love wounds never heal
my scent would bring you down
and you'd laugh at how I clown
and you'd scream
I mean

you'd come when I call
but your power holds me
they are everywhere
I'd love them all

and in bed
I say you said
our lips would die a cause
entangled forevermore
any lid my eyes see through
red yellow and blue
is it wrong
how much I miss you?

Am I sick for still holding on
to every love passed through my door
my heart can barely take this much
and I invite more to come
one by one they are ripped away
maybe someday
someday

roll the dice in the hay
my back is tight
succumb to my scent
love

this dream cannot be spoken
written this is proof enough
my love you will always be
yes you
and you too

this is so corney
but this dream never fades
I will love you all forever
so this I must bare
cause ownership
you all find unworthy of me
and alone I sit
so wonderful and sweet
here comes the next I must meet.

Hungry to Swallow Death

Beware of the Mountain Lion
fear the Wolf
There are more packs of cigarettes
more pride in politics
spirits of the wild slaughtered
are strong in profits of cattle
the sheep are safe
Earth's balance is great
and Heaven's vengence Irate.

The Reject

He says: Come!
and spend time with me
they treat me like a reject
like a mystery
some stuffy old jealous meanie


He says: Come!
and spend time with me
sing timmy
I'm lonely.


I says: ain't no mystery
need and practice spirituality
sing to me maker of chords
think with me maker of myths
find joy in vehemency
see what I made formality
be vanity.


He says: Come!
spend time with me
they don't believe in me.


I says: so it was made me
I spend time with me
no reject
no formality
make it be for every me.


He says: so it be
But I am first
and I am last
Come! spend time with me.


We will make the wonder of dreams be.

Bad Poetry

Fallen trees
turn trunks to roots
and branches to trunks
and when they die
there is more life
in the rot
than in the living tree
and this is bad poetry.

Explaination of Difficulty

Real or Fantasy?
which was left to me

Irony of Modesty

Modesty manicured clean
lies dank in a stupor,
while true life grows weary of wary
and is hidden and super.

The Living World

Why should we poke our heads out?
Why should we cry?

for power and resources
for struggle and survival

Why should contentment laugh silently
at ambition and waste?

each time confined to unconscious reactions
when it matters instinct takes hold

Why should we stumble over judgement?
Why should we follow their lead?

such an infinite place
why stay in culture
when only one life?
________________________

Jealousy

For this verse I was researching
when that day the darkside turning
so I budded off a beast
that I hunt now in eddies swirling
time of day
dreams dileberate
and when the kill that we will feast
from the callouses I was earning
a hate so great sublimating
pray
say I am just now learning
that beast is not returning
and forever will I strive
to kill it before it dies.

Mixed Water Waves Tangent

Extended past the fountain
only in reflection
rusted

step past
pace and view
heated water gushing

mountain to maintain
thigh bursts
cramp

bare feet walking
gold golfer
boy

heat humid past
ghast ghost white
dance thunder
brimstone fire

dire 
need quenches
and comes pure again and
aging simple.

The Disinformed Cliche Of Gaining The World And Losing Your Soul

See
half of I reflected
an unknown whole divorced
unrooted

Whether it be god
the spirit world
the ideal
the good
the unconscious . . .

half of I reflected
umbilically bound
I jump to fly
sound in mind
the choice.

Without the mirror
I am as grass
mowed in mindless haste
and blown away
nothing.

But half of I reflected
whole soul
world dead
I chose
and trod through thick grass
in pleasure.

Venus Rising

She sat washing something in the creek
unknown to me dusk raised
with a filling moon
last days of the Evening Star.

She spoke not a word
her smile periodically
looked at me
I wept.

She waited for me to choose
to be on our way
unknown to us this dusk
'till November moves.

She really wasn't there
like in a flood the water gushing through
the hole in the tree near where I sat
Morning Star rises.

I wept for her there
because she washes the unknown
this project I project
a narrative of home.

Comfort
in plain sight
side by side
bound in our horizons
two as one
with no formal vindication
from outside forces
judgements
trust is a joke.

She washes
in water
from creek
I weep
in joy
at home.

Earth

Hundreds of hot springs
due fill the valley
and quakes snake the river forming
in the absence of wings
a King's cave comes thrusting
where he'll hide his jewels
that secrecy horded

Time turns over
this land now pumping
it mixes like blood
sliding as roots gently attempt
to puncture sand like skin
that glisten like glass
in the heat of the rising sun

Winds trickle down
the shafts of arrows flying
from consciousnesess rising
entering again a war
everlasting

The foot impress
from species ephemeral dancing
trying to sense erotic pinnacle
battle standing at end
again and again
tastes the salty river
for the vision to entangle
nuclear molecules
on boards of black sin
only the finest
spread abroad

And this red
sheds deep
to co-create
ancestor's wish
Children.